I have an uncanny ability to make a bad situation worse. It may be something in my D.N.A. or something I cultivated over time, but I always manage to screw up something.
Maybe it’s masochism. I wouldn’t put it past myself.
I became engaged in something because I thought it was fun. Now, it’s not fun anymore because I have indirectly hurt someone that I care about. It’s not a pleasant feeling.
So, now I’m trying to find out how I can escape my escape.