Year: 2009

  • Protected: the ghosts again

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  • Every now and then…

    I get this desire to just disappear. Delete every trace of me that ever existed.  See what happens.  See if anyone really noticed, or even cared. It’s selfish.  And unfair. But sometimes, I just feel so non-existent that I want to make that true. What stops me is the fear that what I am feeling…

  • “in your room on your walls you’ve got angels to protect you…”

    When I was in high school, I posted all the pictures I had at my disposal on my walls.  Almost every inch of three walls were covered with all the memories miraculously captured on film.  I chose the pictures that made me smile, made me happy, made me forget where I was – even if…

  • Protected: I Could Hear It

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  • A Few Thousand Words…

    Sunday, May 31: Venice Beach & Santa Monica Photos courtesy of danregal.

  • Challenges to Basic Assumptions

    If you ever want to have some fun in a group of intellectuals (or, in my case law school students), challenge science. Better yet, compare belief in science as the same as belief in religion and watch the reaction. It is amusing; of course, it might only be me.

  • “Russian Roulette is not the same without the gun”

    As a general rule, I don’t regret many of the impulsive choices I’ve made in my life (save for one or two).  I made the decision to move to Los Angeles based off one phone conversation with Ipsa*.  After one lecture of AsianAm studies, I decided to go to law school.  Both choices, made immediately…

  • A Question

    Would twitter folks appreciate being notified that I have a new blog entry? Strangely, I’ve always kept tabin.net on the down-low, which has both negative and positive consequences (depending on how much of an exhibitionist I feel like at the moment). Any thoughts?

  • “I’m Running on Empty”

    “how do I slow down? / I can’t relate to my heart now / I’ve thrown what I know ( is it enough of me?) out “ I’m emotionally drained right now. I think I’ll disappear,  in my head, in the air for a chance to feel, so far … far away from here I…

  • Protected: “she doesn’t feel like laughing”

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